Happy Birthday.....

I know I'm a month late with this but.......

Happy Birthday little blog!! 

~Brittany

Senior Blues......

So my last year of school is starting soon......Yay, I guess.

I know I should be excited, and don't get me wrong, I am. But, I'm also scared, sad, and have no clue what I'm going to do after it's over......I go from being happy, to so stressed I want to pull out my hair, to wanting to cry.....All in about ten seconds. As I'm typing this I'm crying, can anyone say 'Emotional mess'?

I don't know if that's normal, heck I don't think I ever know what is normal.......It's not like I'm getting ship off to some school in a different state, I'll still be at home....I'll have to get a job, because as of right now I don't want to go to collage, and I don't feel like I'll ever want too. I'd rather work, and make money, than have to suffer through another four+ years of school.

I just want to cry, and I want someone to hold me and tell me it's Okay to be scared of graduating, and that it's okay to cry. To grieve something that's been part of my life for 12 years, (13 if you count kindergarten....)

 

But.....I feel like no one would understand what I'm going through.......

It's just hard to imagine something you've been working toward for years, something you've been wanting, is so close you can almost touch it.....And suddenly, you don't want it anymore. You want it to go away, just for a little while. So you can be a teenager without a care in the world for just awhile longer.....Before you have to become an adult. 

I don't want to be an adult yet. I want to be a sixteen year old......I just really want to be just a sixteen year old. Not a sixteen year old who's graduating next June. 

 

Just a Sixteen year old.

~Brittany

Get To Know Me: Day 30

Oh my gosh guys! I'm so sorry it's taken me this long to finish this, I've been super busy! OK, so here we go, day 30


List 10 things you would hope to be remembered for?

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 I'm not even going to try to come up with 10 things, that would be way to hard. But, I'm going to say, I'd like people to remember me however they want. If we've had good times together, remember those, if we've had bad times, remember that. Just remember it all, the good, the bad, the happy, the sad, the beautiful, the ugly......Just remember it all, and know that whatever 'version' of me you remember, that's who I really am.


I'm the girl that will still laugh at something that's happened months, or years, ago.
I'm the girl who still wants her daddy whenever shes sick.
I'm the girl who still tears up whenever she thinks about when he brother moved out, even though it's been almost four years.
I'm the girl who's afraid of the dark. (Yes, at 16 I still sleep with a nightlight.)

So whatever memory's you have of me, I'm sure their wonderful.
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And with that, the 30 day challenge is over!
Have a nice night people!

Get To Know Me: Day 29

What do you think people misunderstand most about you?

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Hm.........
That I'm shy. (I guess. lol)

Which is true to a point.
 Once I get to know you, or if I feel comfortable with you I talk, and talk, and talk. lol

Get To Know Me: Day 28

What is your love language?

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Ok, I have no clue what this is so.....I googled it!! lol

This is the sighted I found:

5 Love Languages 

And I did it twice, because there were two answers that fit me pretty well.

"Physical Touch

This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face–they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive."

"Quality Time

In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there–with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby–makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful."

 (I copied this off of the web site, so please disregard the first sentence on the first one. :( )

So....Apparently I'm very touchy and I like to spend time alone with people, so look out who ever I marry! Your getting a lot of hugs and you have to spend quality time with me! lol

Get To Know Me: Day 27

What is your favorite part of your body and why?

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I don't really have a 'favorite' part, I have a lot that I don't like......But, let's not get into that. lol

I'd have to say my favorite part of my body is my eyes. If you look close enough their a bunch of different colors....Ok, my eyes are *not* rainbow colored. Their green, but around my pupil is dark brown, and around the outer edge of my eyes are a dark color too. And I think their pretty. :D

Get To Know Me: Day 26

What popular notion do you think the world has most wrong?

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Hm......

 

I'm not sure if this falls under the category or not, but, I think that the idea that it's Ok to have sex and get pregnant before marriage is wrong. 

 

I believe you should be married before you do any of that.

Because it effects everyone, even the teenage girls who don't do that get asked "Are you pregnant?" and I think that's wrong......Ok, ok. I'm going to stop this here before I go on a rant,

So I hope that answers the question.